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I really want to make this work.

Mystery Minister

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I paid $96.00 to own this domain name to WordPress.com and I thought it would be monetized after that but now I’m not so sure. I don’t endorse the practice of pastors being paid for their work in preaching and teaching. I do need to make a living however.

Spending money (my Mom’s money) on this domain name was an attempt to work from home and earn an income. I’m not giving up, but its February 12th and I still don’t know if this site is even monetized or if I get enough clicks or views if it will even ever pay me at this point. I spent with WordPress in December on the 27th.

I live on social security and charitable contributions from my Mom. I receive LINK Snap Benefit, and free ride on CTA in Chicago. I don’t believe in mental illness just because the rest of the…

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When I paid for the domain name ownership on this site for a year, I assumed it was monetized and that all I would have to do is write on this instead of facebook just as tough and hard as I do on there and enough people would click and I would just change the format of what I already do on facebook to this format on WordPress.com and be compensated instead of spending three years working and not being compensated. I was not correct. I don’t think its monetized still at this point but the truth is I don’t even know.

I would have been in a productive groove otherwise, but when I emailed customer service at WordAds, they said I wasn’t monetized through them because nobody wanted to advertise on my blog yet. Thats when I realized I might not be monetized at all on the other two monetization avenues available to premium WordPress.com users. I wouldn’t be wasting my time on WordPress.com if I wasn’t trying to earn a living.

When I found out I wasn’t monetized just because I paid for domain name ownership to be monetized and for no other reason, I didn’t blog every single day because this is frustrating and I feel deceived out of my Mom’s hard earned money.  I have never been awesome at computers, but over the past three years I have become more skilled with windows and Mac than I have ever been before.

I really want to make this work.

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I paid $96.00 to own this domain name to WordPress.com and I thought it would be monetized after that but now I’m not so sure. I don’t endorse the practice of pastors being paid for their work in preaching and teaching. I do need to make a living however.

Spending money (my Mom’s money) on this domain name was an attempt to work from home and earn an income. I’m not giving up, but its February 12th and I still don’t know if this site is even monetized or if I get enough clicks or views if it will even ever pay me at this point. I spent with WordPress in December on the 27th.

I live on social security and charitable contributions from my Mom. I receive LINK Snap Benefit, and free ride on CTA in Chicago. I don’t believe in mental illness just because the rest of the world does.

I spent 20 years from age 16 to age 36 believing the lying field of psychiatry and disabling myself daily with psych pill consumption which ruined and destroyed my life. In 1995 this began and I took matters into my own hands in February of 2015 and studied brain anatomy on my own in the library to find out if psychiatry even knows what they are talking about, and it turned out it was a lie. I quit 1200Mg of seroquel which I had taken for 18 years and 80Mg of prozac, and 30Mg of abilify against medical advice.

I have managed to survive this long. I keep getting more and more well adjusted to life without drugs but I still have not been able to obtain financial independence from the crippling SSI payments. I hope I can figure out how to monetize this now that they got my mom’s money and I sure would like to be able to tell her I made good on the $96.00 she spent to help me.

I work long and hard hours teaching and preaching online. Sometimes I spend 20 hours straight preaching and teaching people online and didn’t even see it as a chore at all. If you read this and want to give me money, I will turn it down.

I want to earn my own money. If you give somebody money you do not help them. You only help a person if you help them earn their own money.

You might think I’m bluffing but I am not. If you don’t know how to make this go, that makes two of us. Paul had a real job making high quality tents.

The Apostle Paul received not a dime or shekel or anything for his work in the Lord. He said that he worked harder than all the other apostles combined, and he actually did, yet he refused pay and they accepted pay (which was the initial failure of the church). I also have been making YouTube videos on a channel for 3 years trying to get paid from that, and have gotten no pay.

As a psych med consumer I got hired 80 times in 20 years with 80 jobs that didn’t last because I was sedated on psych meds and for no other reason. I work hard, so don’t you go to that rancid place in your mind where you start doubting every word I say! The point of this blog is to reach out for any help concerning showing me how to monetize and grow my blog so I can earn a living from it.

I am aspiring to write and self publish books and sell on iBooks and print my own paperbacks and ship books out to purchasers. The key ingredient must be to write printable manuscripts, but I have never done this before, and the reality of it is that after 3 years of working on this and earning not one dollar, can become confusing and discouraging. I have not been able to monetize on YouTube, WordPress.com, or Facebook professional page (and I don’t even know if thats a thing).

I need to learn how to make this go. I already get through to lots of people and lots of people are learning from me every day. The money part is the only part I need to understand.

Do you know how to monetize this blog? Do you have any tips for me, or can you see that I’m doing something obviously unintelligent and missing it? I’m 39 and its time to pay my own way.

I have online banking attached to PayPal and lots of other things I have worked on to earn a living and have still come up with nothing.

Maturity

I don’t embody what I will embody in terms of maturity in the Christian life. Each of us in Him will fully mature to our full potential of maturity in Christ. We will eventually be identical to the humanity of Christ, but never growing in respect to His deity at all.

There are three levels to Christian maturity, bearing fruit, bearing more fruit, and bearing much fruit. Every element in the universe will be burned with fervent heat, and a new heavens and a new earth will be created. We will learn steadily in this new heavens and earth without the hindrances and/or limitations of an unsaved soul and body.

Satan will be receiving his eternal conscious torment, so Satan and demons wont have ability to distract our minds. The world as a system will not be a factor either because the present (spiritual) world system will be destroyed (physically and spiritually). Eventually we will learn (mature to the point of) everything there is to know, thus reaching perfection as saints in Christ.

Good morning aliens.

 

Good morning aliens … lets believe the civilians will approach us today and ask us for a reason for the hope that lies within us. We must not initiate with them the conversation, but we must believe they will initiate it.
 
This is by faith, and not by works, and therefore taking control of ‘evangelistic situations” (which in deed we must not ‘create’ or ‘manufacture’. {Manufacturing evangelism is a work. When God The Holy Spirit is drawing an unregenerate human to God the Son, and when said unregenerate human actually begins to inquire about our hope and certainty of divine acceptance of us as people (because of the death of Christ for our sins (nature to sin), burial, and resurrection) our answer is the message of the gospel and yet it is NOT A WORK, but by faith.} is not God’s will for us. Instead of controlling situations(therefore manipulating situations) to ‘interest’ unregenerate unbelievers in God’s grace in grace, we should focus that mental/spiritual effort on sanctifying Christ as Lord in our hearts. We were saved by grace through faith apart from works, but we also live the entire Christian life by grace through faith without works.
 
‘But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh your reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear: (1Peter 3:15 KJV)
 
And account that the long-suffering of our Lord is salvation; even as our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him hath written you; As also in all his epistles speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and unstable wrest, as they do the other Scriptures, unto their own destruction.
(2Peter 3:15-16)
 
Dearly beloved, I beseech you as strangers and pilgrims (“aliens”, variable word added by me), abstain from fleshly lusts, which wage war against the soul; Having your conversation honest among the Gentiles: that, whereas they speak against you as evildoers, they may by your good works which they shall behold, glorify God in the day of visitation.
(1Peter 2:11-12 KJV (added variable by me))
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grace and law (contrast)

IMG_1641Grace is separate from Law. Let no man incorporate the Old Testament Law practice into the teaching of grace in the New Testament. Let such heretics be warned and when or if they don’t stop their heresies, ignore them.

Grace is precious in terms of its promises which differ in content from God’s promises to the Old Testament Law keepers of Israel (God imposed Law upon them for 1500 years). The universe was created 6,000 years ago, and its been grace for 2,000. That means that the Law began 3,500 years ago, and ended 2,000 years ago.

The first 2,500 years of the existence of the universe and man went by without Law as it had been written on Mt. Sinai by the pre-incarnate Son of God who manifested Himself in a firey finger, or “huiophany” (a pre-incarnate manifestation of God the Son) 3,500 years ago and wrote the Ten Commandments on stone tablets. The law of Moses is not for all people at all times in human history. The one who darkens the minds of men mystifies the masses into lacking the ability to decipher the Scriptures as they are written (he bring the darkness and spiritual retardation needed to deceive mankind into not comprehending the contrast). The god of this world is blinding the minds of the unbelievers so that they cannot ‘see’ (understand) the glorious gospel of Christ.

Grace is a body of doctrine for a specific people of God, but not for all peoples of God at all times in all millennium’s. The grace in which we now stand (Romans 5:1) is superior to the Law of Moses (Hebrews 11:40) and also to the promises of God to them whom were under the Law of Moses when it still was how God dealt with man before the cross burial and resurrection of Christ. Grace is better than Law.

God is never a liar. God can promise them one thing, and us another, delivering His promises to them exactly what they were and are. God can promise you and I something better than He promised to them yet is no less holy to deliver His promises He made to us to us and not to them (even if we are given something better than they are given).

When you trust God to deliver His promise to you, make sure the promise you are trusting Him to fulfill are promises to you and not somebody else in the Bible. You might be trusting Him to give you a mansion when you die, but then get no mansion because He didn’t promise anybody at any time any mansion. You might be waiting to get to the promised land and then never get there because you weren’t alive during the 1,500 years the Law was in effect and God was promising the land to Israelites and the promised land wasn’t promised to you.

Don’t cry like God is unfair because God is unfair. God promises you and I the best package and content of salvation out of any of the biblical peoples of God in any age, dispensation or “day’. Grace is unfair, because you and I only deserve eternal conscious torment and everlasting punishment.

We get the very best promises and the very best blessings. We are divinely rich, which they were not. We are indwelled with all three persons of the godhead, and they were not.

We are seated with Christ in the heavenly places, but they will never know that experientially as we do and will. We are sons of God, we are future kings and lords in the kingdom of God on earth. We are ministers of the New Testament, and they were not.

We inherit EVERYTHING and those little ‘stephanos’ victors wreaths Christ awards us at the mercy seat of the lamb (reward seat, ‘bema’) we cast at the feet of Christ (Revelation 4:1-11) when His kingdom is established on earth over “the meek” who shall “inherit the earth”. We all go into the future equally divinely rich in Christ which Israel will never experience or possess anything as good as that.  We will never be judged at the great white throne judgement seat with the rest of mankind on “judgement day”.

Grace is a different ‘rule of life’ than ‘Law’. Law was a punishment for a nation a long time ago, but grace is a way of life for grace believers which is separate and distinct from ‘law’. Heresy is misplacing biblical things in their biblical timeframe. Don’t you dare go back to law, and don’t you dare mix law into grace.

The Apostle Paul would not tolerate that for even one hour.